| | I breathe you. I breathe for you. I breathe because you allowe it. If you were to call out "STOP"...my lungs would die from the excessive cancer that you have given me. The radiation only burns my skin, giving yet another reason for you to look down on me. Look right past my, or do you even see me? Do you know how I suffer at your hands, wraped so excessively tight about my throat? Do you know the amount of sheer pain I endure each day I see you? Each day I long to hold you, to be close to you, to just be recoginized in more than the passing. I give you all that I have; all that is mine to keep. The only part that can not be taken, that can not be truely stolen, I give it to you. And do you take it? Do you smash it into the dirt like another one of your innumerable cigarettes, or toss it out the window to be hit by passing car? No! You leave me to smolder in my own degradation. To be washed away by the evening rain, all while you pull another one, just as good, or even better out of the pack. The pack that never empties. You pay no mind while I am here, but will you miss me when I am gone. Am I an addiction for you, as you are for me? Do you seethe anticipation when we are apart? Does your mind play games with you when you try to search for honest conclusions? Do your senses highten and you body betray you when we are nestled together? Do I ask, I beg, I plea with you, answer me! Do not let me rot in my own emotions. Please, come back and liberate me from the torture which you have put me in. Do not abandone me. For if left to my own devices I will never prevail. I can not shake this, though I can not hold onto it either. Will you play with my emotions like another one of your vidoe games forever, or will you one day set me free? |
| | Posted 2/18/2006 2:10 PM - 14 Views - 10 eProps - 5 comments
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